coachella

sunday night see you there.

antony and the johnsons, the cure, the horrors, yeah yeah yeahs and best of all my bloody valentine. i have to admit it you have me thinking that saturday night might be necessary as well with amy winehouse and glasvegas.... but i don't know if my bank account will love the 200 fee. hmmmm

as for now we will settle for making a one day appearance on april 19th.

p.s thank you in advance for the sunburns, port-a-potties and all the $10 beers a girl could ask for!

lent

today davey brought to my attention that lent was upon our doorstep and wanted to know what i was planning on giving up...since i am not an incredibly religious person i hadn't really given it much thought, but after thinking for a few hours i came upon the conclusion that i will give up internet shopping.


now i know to most of you that is not a very big sacrifice, but i assure you that for myself it is no small feet. i love to internet shop more than i love to shop in stores. the thing that is amazing about it is receiving the packages at my doorstep when i least expect it. so anyway that's what i'm giving up...and i am very certain i will follow through with the plan.

next up ironically is a photo of my most recent purchase as the previously discussed stella mccartney shoes i purchased didn't exactly work out but these stella's did and i am so chuffed to have them....



that's my shopping spree for now....meow.

whiskey works better than beer

wheee

february 7th

couldn't come soon enough. i have been so self destructive lately to the point where i am not sure if even having all the right tools to succeed in life would even be enough for my craziness. i am so hyper sensitive these days it's as if the world has gone against me and I don't want to bother with any of you. the most ideal situation i can imagine myself in would be on the river thames with a pint of strongbow on my way to an audition (yes, with drink in hand) then having enough time after the audition to go to work and get my law degree or phd in criminal psychology.

it seems as though lately I have become as davey would like to say a real 'meanie' but I suppose that it is a direct result of my overwhelming amount of stress that it is to be in a relationship with someone that is not an american citizen and having to deal with all the government bs that comes along with it.

i have a headache from crying tonight. it's very painful and it's also quite annoying. hopefully my nightly frasier fix will help.

davey if you are reading this, i love you more than any man I have ever loved in my life. i am sorry i have been such a ratzy lately.

ihml

ihml for real right now.

i am so frustrated with everything and everyone right now. i just can't handle anything, I am a ticking time bomb. i am honestly 100% serious when I say that I am even angry with royale for spelling the word perusing like 'paroosing' how disgusting(the spelling that is..) My mood right now is vile and is completely out of control. I feel like I have no say in anything that goes on in my life.

I need to figure out what I want to do with my life and I need to figure it out right now....

lawyer, psychiatrist, broadway...blah blah blah.....

i need an answer.
it seems like everyone has the answers to their own life but me....

goodbye money...hello shopping addiction!

this weeks purchases:

(the pants not those hideous shoes!)

(thank you tara/topshop for this find)
(balenciaga you have had me going back and forth with these for the past year...i finally gave in!)


that shopping standstill lasted all of three days!

slumdog millionaire

i honestly get the hype about this movie. it was amazing. i just got back from the movies with davey and it was honestly such a surprise for me. if you haven't seen it or questioning see it please get off your ass and see this movie.

stella mccartney....

*on that note shopping for myself is now at a stand still until february. these should be arriving to my door any day now...

cut my bangs

myself see...

buzz extravaganza

benjamin button

one of the best movies i have ever seen in my life. not only was that movie life changing but it was also one of the best surprises ever to fall upon the lap of my cinema viewing history. a true gem. Perhaps if you don't like it you are a simpleton or a real jerk, either way beat it! spare me your mundane drowning about how long the movie was. Two hours and 45 minutes is not exactly an eternity. I've seen you people waste that amount of time to get into places like the kiss fm jingleball,or perhaps movies like pineapple express or juno ...talk about mundane. I'll take ben's buttons any day over any one of the jonas brothers or that guy from arrested development, i've got cable.


also 2009. .180 is done for. for real i have a lot of work to do.