chills

2:36 onward...

get dark

what i want for christmas

cause i don't act my age anyway...

THIRTEEN THINGS YOU LOVE:
1. Babydoll dresses
2. Bret Easton Ellis
3. Wicked the musical
4. blogging
5. video editing
6. disneyland
7. london
8. iced lattes
9. fluffy cats
10. sushi
11. airports
12. t-strap shoes
13. jammies

TWELVE MOVIES:
1. troop beverly hills
2. sleeping beauty
3. there will be blood
4. the painted veil
5. batman returns
6. showgirls
7. beaches
8. volver
9. american psycho
10. no country for old men
11. big fish
12. lolita

ELEVEN GOOD BANDS/ARTISTS:
1. pj harvey
2. nick cave and the bad seeds
3. nin
4. tori amos
5. elliott smith
6. the veils
7. the chameleons
8. joy division
9. death in june
10. the jesus and mary chain
11. portishead

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU:
1. addicted to internet shopping.
2. always tired.
3. never listen to my voicemail.
4. i sing louder than anyone i know
5. antisocial.
6. i dress like i am 8 years old.
7. I only watch lifetime television unless dexter, little britain, or the l word is on.
8. i own over 200 dresses.
9. i'd rather be in tights and a peter pan collar dress than jean and a t shirt any day.
10. i like to be on my own.

NINE GOOD FRIENDS:
1. davey
2. royale
3. christina
4. nils
5. shab
6. amanda
7. alana
8. bre
9. rooty

EIGHT FAVORITE FOODS/DRINKS:
1. sushi
2. vegan pad thai
3. sizzling rice soup
4. iced lattes
5. snyders buffalo wing flavored pretzel bites
6. chocolate soy milk
7. kinder bueno
8. del taco

SEVEN THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY:
1. cardigan
2. juicy sweatpants (evening in house only)
3. studio fix
4. sunglasses
4. beenie
5. target sandals
6. my 'Lauren' necklace.
7. a dress of some kind.

SIX THINGS THAT YOU HATE:
1. meat
2. white people who try to be 'urban/black/gangster'
3. wifeswap
4. philosophy
5. celebrity gossip mags/webpages
6. hearing the phrase 'look at these ones' on a day to day basis.

FIVE THINGS YOU DO DAILY:
1. drive
2. eat
3. sleep
4. piss davey off
5. take my time getting ready.

FOUR TELEVISION SHOWS YOU WATCH:
1. little britain
2. dexter
3. frasier
4. will and grace

THREE THINGS YOU WANT:
1. a condo in Los Angeles
2. A flat in london
3. meat supply to be limited.

TWO THINGS YOU SAY OFTEN:
1. figure it out
2. beauts

ONE PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH:
1. David Williams

nothing much has been inspiring me lately to write or to share my feelings. I have been kind of busy (literally working 17 days in a row) my next day off will be thanksgiving. i feel as if my whole body is functioning on autopilot whilst my brain is somewhere else entirely. i'm looking forward more and more to my eventual trip back to the uk. it feels like it's been ages and i really need to get back into the city that holds so much importance in my life.

i am very fortunate right now that i have people in my life that accept me for how crazy i am and support me whole heartedly but at this point in my life i am very comfortable just being on my own. if i haven't responded back to phone calls, texts, emails, messages in a bottle etc....i'm truly sorry. i'll be back in a few days, i just need some time away.

while this is a few weeks late i thank all of you that helped pass prop 2. while the election was quite the bummer for me so to speak i am happy that prop 2 was my glimmer of optimism shining through. apparently there aren't as many monsters in california as i once thought. every wilber in the old ca thank you i'm sure.

there has also been a bit of exciting news from davey's end over the past few weeks not only does he have a show in december coming up with iv but he is also taking part in the return of one of my favorite bands psychotica. so he is the little busy bee but it's nice to hear him rehearse songs that are nostalgic of the old days.

so for now i say goodnight. see you very soon. xo

terminal 5 please

see you in february...

irony

i've been extremely sad lately. i feel like i need a hug. i wish i could sever any feelings of abandonment in my life. i want to cry but I can't be bothered. i need to toughin' up. i need a familiar face.