customary banter

So the new year is approaching and in less than 9 hours I will have survived through another decade. this year has definitely been one of the more dismal years of my 27 year existence. i didn't accomplish anything, i didn't find my career, and i didn't save a dime. i could absolutely scratch 2009 from my memory and have no desire to ever look back. this coming year will be a bit different. i am going to try to let my ocd kick in and allow myself to get back into shape. with that said here are a few rezzys that i will try and stick by for 2010.

1. I will refrain from using any bad word that starts with a 'c'
2. I will work out four times a week no matter what.
3. I will learn to make macaroons.
4. I will spend more time with my parents.
5. I will spend more time with my friends and visit them when they ask me to.
6. I will go to the U.K no matter what.
7. I will not accept any job that is less than what i deserve.


These things are rather trivial in the grand scheme of things, but then again I have never been one to make grandiose resolutions with no plan or follow through. I am thankful for the dear things that have happened to me this year as well as the fact that everyone I love and care about remained safe and sheltered this year regardless of what difficult times we live in. goodbye 2009.

gaga

i had so much fun at the gaga show, i love that a man wearing a red patent leather thong and a top hat hollowed out with a lit up bird cage was in the crowd dancing his ass off in the same crowd where a man in his early seventies was snapping his fingers and smiling ear to ear. only in la? or only at a gaga show? i was finally able to debut my marc jacobs dress that I had been hiding out in my closet for months with no where to wear it to:



unfortunately i have no photos to remind myself of the evening as i forgot it at home, but i suppose it was for the best because typically having a camera makes me live outside of the moment and i never truly relax and just watch. thanks to amanda for taking me and working for interscope so that my ass got in for free!

the horrors again

scarlet fields song of the month for sure. on repeat.repeat. repeat. also worth mentioning, this song is AMAZING live, and is amazing to listen to by yourself. so do it.

back on point

innocently

i still have a crush on you. i think it's the abundant amount of nostalgia.

i only think of you.

if i could make whoever reads this blog listen to this song i would. think of this link as a virtual do or die.

vanity/insanity

it's christmas in the apartment y'all...