As I watch each day grow closer to Fall, I am thankful that I was able to get through this daunting summer. It was easily the worst of the lot and without a doubt a daily internal struggle. The strength and courage of my mind knows no bounds, but my heart is infantile and naive. The numb feeling you get when you realize the world you dreamt of as a child is as cotton candy and peter pan and its staring players are the monsters that you feared.